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Thursday, March 02, 2006
So I had another weird dream today;
It was the last day of my examinations, final paper. Fundamentals of Flight. I arrived at Newton MRT station slightly earlier than normal, and before I actually got down into the station I see on the electronic board - Marina Bay: Arrived. Next train : 9 minutes. Wow fuck. So anyway I waited and got onto the train, hopped off at Raffles Places to transit (like 6 more minutes of waiting there).
By the time I got to.. I think it was Queenstown or something, it was almost 2pm, which was the starting time of my paper. I tried to comfort myself by telling myself that there's gonna be 10 minutes of reading time, so it was gonna be okay.
I finally reached Dover at around 2.05pm. Btw smard SP decided to put my last exam at T1A53, which was somewhat a walk away from the MRT station. So I rushed down the station like a mad queer and under the 2pm hot blazing sun, I fucking RAN to T1A. I checked my watch again, almost 2.10pm. I see the flight of stairs and without a thought I fucking RAN UP ALL THE WAY to the 5th level. The doors to the exam rooms were already closed and I looked at the seating plan pasted outside. I checked my seat number and entered the one where my number was.
I opened the door. Not a single fucking familiar face. Everyone was just kinda starring at me. The lecturers looked at me. I asked them whether this is the exam room for FoF and I showed them my examination timetable slip. "Oh your room is T1A53, on the other side of this building." Fuck.
So again I RAN MY ASS down to the first level, and RAN again up the opposing flight of stairs to the top floor. FINALLY I see T1A53. It was already 2.15pm or something. I opened the door and thank god I see my classmates already sitting down doing the paper. I was already panting and sweating like a dog at this moment and I went forward to put down my bag and take out my pencil case. I unzipped my bag open, pencil case wasn't there. Nope. Just not there. No pen, no calculator. Nothing.
Right in front of the exam room, everyone else writing happily away on their exam scripts, I let out a uncontrolled "FUCK!". 3 lecturers were there, but I just didn't give a fuck. Honestly I felt like giving up and just going home. I swear. Never felt so irritated/fed up/just plain FUCKED UP in my life before.
How's that for a nightmare? Btw this was no dream. Actually happened to me today. =(
Thank GOD one of the lecturers was nice enough to lend me a pen. I managed to do all the non-calculating questions and after which I sat there just twirling the pen, again wanting to give up 'cause like HALF the paper was calculations. Another lecturer sensed my misery and loaned me a calculator some 40mins before "pens down" time.
What an eventful day.
monkay @ 7:41 PM
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Name:Siu Chung
Alias: monkay
Stats: 19/m/~180cm. Black hair. Dark brown eyes.
Birthdate: 110387
School: Singapore Polytechnic: DARE
Email/friendster: standafan@hotmail.com
Enjoys: Guitars, music, long bus rides, the ocean.
Idols: Synyster Gates
Info: About time I updated this shit. I like to have a good time, all the time. I have a dare to do attitude cause hey,
I'm still young and I wanna experience everything while I still can. I wouldnt consider myself a party animal, but whenever I do, I party hard
and I party right. I am pretty happy with my life atm. Good friends. Great buddies. If you aren't already in my life and wish to be
a part of it, well queue up and go through the screening process like everyone else. =(
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Name: Darius Huang
Alias: Stoosh
Stats:18/m/176cm...Brown/Black hair...Brown eyes
Birthdate: 22/05/87
School: Singapore Polytechnic DBA 2A/05
Email/friendster: darius_style@yahoo.com
Enjoys: dancin'/surfin'/rappin'/chillin'
Idols: Eminem/Seth Green/Kelly Slater/Craig David
Numba: 98007738
#1 Belief:Siu chung sleeps too much; he's a pig.
Info:I LOVE TRAVELLING AND THRILL-SEEKING. Travelling and exploring the world is so wonderful because there's just so much to see and do. As for thrill-seeking, I believe that if you don't put your life on the edge, and don't seek novelties that most people dare not do, then your life has gone to waste. Risk it, you only have one life.
yeah i take shit easy, i don't really get phased. like me or not, it don't
really matter, because in this world there will ALWAYS be people that love you, and people that hate you. that's how life is. sad, yeah, pfft.
all my beliefs are in my posts, so read 'em and chillout. word up Gs.
I have many beliefs about women and my life, it's taken me a long time to come up with this, so enjoy it.
1) I don't ever let women use their looks/sexual powers to take advantage of me. There are no special privileges with me. It's who you are. Most guys succumb to women like helpless babies. Fuck that.
2) I am un-selfconscious and don't give a fuck what others think.
3) I put myself and my life first, but anyone else that comes after that is treated exceptionally good.
4) I deserve, have permission, and can hold an exceptional women. Most men don't think they can, it's sad.
5) I don't care what the outcome is, if women don't want me, then it doesn't matter to me.
6) I can deal with any test that women like throwing at me. IN FACT, a lot of the time it's usually cute and funny.
7) I make CAUSE in the world, not effect. People don't have an impact on me, I have an impact on them.
8) I'm confident and comfortable in my own body. Most guys are self-conscious about themselves and are not comfortable with their own selves. I know what I'm doing.
9) I'm a really good communicator with people, most women, ESPECIALLY of what I want.
10) I'm always in control, I never let outside events de-stabalize me. (Mainly emotional.)
11) I'm NEVER NEEDY, I keep my power for myself. I don't 'need' anything.
12) I think sex is fucking great, I am ready to have sexual conversations with anyone, anytime. As long as they're legal. ;p
13) I'm comfortable around women, in fact, sometimes I feel I'm a bit too comfortable that it worries them.
14) I can control myself and I can wait. I can build anticipation. Even if I want something really badly, I can wait.
15) I don't tolerate disrespect of myself/my time/my property. If girls wanna waste my time, that's it, it's over, I don't wanna hear it.
16) I'm a catch. A pretty hard catch, but that's to ensure I get quality.
17) I'm not impressed by outward symbols of money or status. I value people and judge them based on their character; I am fair.
18) I may be totally into a woman and crazy over her, but I don't tell her early on and I sure as shit don't let it slip indirectly. I take my time.
19) I never lose my composure, ever.
20) I am seldom predictable.
