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Friday, March 10, 2006
So since I'm one that blogs about NICE THINGS only, most of the time, I'm gonna say that the past week so far has turned out rather eventful, especially at work, heh.
Last night jules wanted to get into licuid so krys draggged me down there and got him in then we rushed back to my place and thank god my dad was asleep cuz he woulda been s so mad. :( At least now after work he ain't all that bad and I kinda think he just forgave me, considering I told him I'd be sleeping at home for the next week hahaha. ;p
Anyway, yesterday I had work with chuan ming and man he was funny as fuck, talking and joking about japanese/korean girls and kinda jokingly competing to get japanese girls to buy our tickets. Like this group of 7 girls, I saw them and jumped from my seat but he ran right up to them and talked to them first so I playfully frowned at him and raised my arm up at him, showing a very bad and rude insult that little kids must never never do!
So the japs went away and 20mins later came back and ho-ho-ho I was the one standing there so they bought the tickets from me and i accompanied them to the boats hahaha, poor chuan ming was like oh-my-god-darius-i-hate-you! it's just funny la haha. hmms. I got a surprise bundabergs' root beer drink at like 10 which really rocked woohoo.
Now tonight I was posted at the esplanade. Like, the booth literally 20metres from the outdoor stadium, so if there are any bands or shit playing I can watch haha. =D o the view at esplanade is more localish yeah, it's not so many tourists and stuff, so the overall view isn't that...appealing. =XXX anywayyyyyyyy.....it's damn slack there la, I get $4/hour and I work 6pm-11pm but half the time I'm sitting around, doing nothing, reading a book, or the occasional chat to anyone that walks past! =D
The best thing about this job really, is the chance for me to go sit on the boats! I LOVE SEAWATER and sitting on a boat that goes on SEAWATER just drives me fucking craaaaaaaazy.
Wow I was just online and talking to an old female friend of mine, and she liked asked me for something, and I'm like "It's gonna cost you." and then she's like, "Oh really, what?!" And that's usually a VERY inviting and tempting question for me to respond something really cheeky like, "Oh baby you know what I want." or "More than you could ever offer me! :)" but then I just sat there stunned, my stomach churned and something just restricted me tight. So I was like, "well I'd usually say something more interesting, but...money." and she's like, "awww..." And then my stomach churned again and I felt like total shit.
God damn, chung, dude, I can't flirt anymore man. Not that I forgot how...All the ways to say things, whatever I say and how I do anything really is still there, but I just can't BRING myself to actually DOING it. Or when I DO, even MINORLY, my stomach churns like fucking crazy and I get to the point of nearly puking. It's so damn retarded, I'm a gemini yet I start feeling such intense guilt trips when the time comes. I'm sorry dude, I dunno if I can go out DDing with you, z. Maybe I can come help you out and shit, but I dunno if I can be my old self again with other girls anymore. All my flirt techniques, lines, style, methods and performance are all reserved for only one girl. :( As long as she keeps me interested, that is. ;)
If anyone out there wants to treat me and make me feel one of the best feelings of my life, get me on a speedboat and take me out into the ocean; letting me drive it or no, no difference, as long as I can see the vast ocean, the horizon, feel the cool ocean breeze, hear the sound of the water, and just take in and absorb the feel of seawater. *sighs deeply* It makes me love and appreciate the world no matter how shit it seems to be. (:
Mystery @ 12:14 AM
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Name:Siu Chung
Alias: monkay
Stats: 19/m/~180cm. Black hair. Dark brown eyes.
Birthdate: 110387
School: Singapore Polytechnic: DARE
Email/friendster: standafan@hotmail.com
Enjoys: Guitars, music, long bus rides, the ocean.
Idols: Synyster Gates
Info: About time I updated this shit. I like to have a good time, all the time. I have a dare to do attitude cause hey,
I'm still young and I wanna experience everything while I still can. I wouldnt consider myself a party animal, but whenever I do, I party hard
and I party right. I am pretty happy with my life atm. Good friends. Great buddies. If you aren't already in my life and wish to be
a part of it, well queue up and go through the screening process like everyone else. =(
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Name: Darius Huang
Alias: Stoosh
Stats:18/m/176cm...Brown/Black hair...Brown eyes
Birthdate: 22/05/87
School: Singapore Polytechnic DBA 2A/05
Email/friendster: darius_style@yahoo.com
Enjoys: dancin'/surfin'/rappin'/chillin'
Idols: Eminem/Seth Green/Kelly Slater/Craig David
Numba: 98007738
#1 Belief:Siu chung sleeps too much; he's a pig.
Info:I LOVE TRAVELLING AND THRILL-SEEKING. Travelling and exploring the world is so wonderful because there's just so much to see and do. As for thrill-seeking, I believe that if you don't put your life on the edge, and don't seek novelties that most people dare not do, then your life has gone to waste. Risk it, you only have one life.
yeah i take shit easy, i don't really get phased. like me or not, it don't
really matter, because in this world there will ALWAYS be people that love you, and people that hate you. that's how life is. sad, yeah, pfft.
all my beliefs are in my posts, so read 'em and chillout. word up Gs.
I have many beliefs about women and my life, it's taken me a long time to come up with this, so enjoy it.
1) I don't ever let women use their looks/sexual powers to take advantage of me. There are no special privileges with me. It's who you are. Most guys succumb to women like helpless babies. Fuck that.
2) I am un-selfconscious and don't give a fuck what others think.
3) I put myself and my life first, but anyone else that comes after that is treated exceptionally good.
4) I deserve, have permission, and can hold an exceptional women. Most men don't think they can, it's sad.
5) I don't care what the outcome is, if women don't want me, then it doesn't matter to me.
6) I can deal with any test that women like throwing at me. IN FACT, a lot of the time it's usually cute and funny.
7) I make CAUSE in the world, not effect. People don't have an impact on me, I have an impact on them.
8) I'm confident and comfortable in my own body. Most guys are self-conscious about themselves and are not comfortable with their own selves. I know what I'm doing.
9) I'm a really good communicator with people, most women, ESPECIALLY of what I want.
10) I'm always in control, I never let outside events de-stabalize me. (Mainly emotional.)
11) I'm NEVER NEEDY, I keep my power for myself. I don't 'need' anything.
12) I think sex is fucking great, I am ready to have sexual conversations with anyone, anytime. As long as they're legal. ;p
13) I'm comfortable around women, in fact, sometimes I feel I'm a bit too comfortable that it worries them.
14) I can control myself and I can wait. I can build anticipation. Even if I want something really badly, I can wait.
15) I don't tolerate disrespect of myself/my time/my property. If girls wanna waste my time, that's it, it's over, I don't wanna hear it.
16) I'm a catch. A pretty hard catch, but that's to ensure I get quality.
17) I'm not impressed by outward symbols of money or status. I value people and judge them based on their character; I am fair.
18) I may be totally into a woman and crazy over her, but I don't tell her early on and I sure as shit don't let it slip indirectly. I take my time.
19) I never lose my composure, ever.
20) I am seldom predictable.
