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Friday, May 06, 2005
Okay so today I got served, by my own family. God I'm such an ignorant little cunt, lol.
So my day started out cool and all yeah, waking up, chatted with Mich all day on msn and stuff, and I was completely oblivious to whatever the fuck was going on in the house. I saw mom wrapping presents and shit and immediately assumed it to be for her boyfriend, Brian, who turns 60 this Sunday. So I thought all the shit and cooking that was going on was naturally for his birthday, so I kinda just helped out, da'd a bit, kept chatting on msn.
Then Nat tells me to go shower cuz we're goin' out to like one of the best fuckin' restaurants in Freo yeah, so I'm like aight..Shower, whip on my clothes, then went to my com, turned msn off and started walking through the kitchen to my room.....
Brian appeared in the kitchen and I was like lookin' at him sayin', "man i so gotta cut my hair, it's gettin' way too long", then i see Nat appear in the doorway with Karina and my mom and they like started singing Happy Birthday blah blah, and I turned to Brian smiling thinking it was for him and shit, pretending to join in the song......WHEN SUDDENLY....
Nat turns to me. I look at the cake. "Happy Birthday Darius" ......."what the fuck?" I said out loud, which was happily drowned out by the birthday chants. I just stood there like so totally shocked, cuz see, the past few years whenever someone tries to surprise me with a birthday thingy or whatever I always tend to unintentionally catch it see, so I was like ahhhhhh fuckkkkk I got fuckin' punk'd! :(
It was a nice yummy baked cheesecake too.....Mmmmmmm........Took photos in the kitchen(yeah yeah so unglam, whatever~) and then I opened presents in the kitchen too.....AND FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, ALL THE PRESENTS I OPENED WERE FUCKIN' RAPE!
Nat got me my old cologne that I loved so badly, CK Crave, and an Eminem t-shirt that looks mad hawt. Brian got me this sweet-as dark quik shirt. Mom got me a quik jeans, a white quik shirt and a dark billa shirt, i was like omg yessssssssss.............then Karina comes up and says, "darius, this present is VERY expensive...so tell if you're really going to use it or not." I open it up......
Quiksilver fucking watch. I just stared at it and was like.. "oh my god. no. fucking. way." ffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccccccckinnnnnnn' helllllllll i NEVER thought i'd EVER get a quikky watch i mean c'mon, it's one of the most expensive and top market quik items you can buy, like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............it's metal and mad cool too, ahhhhh ahahaha. okay just so excited, sorry~
yeah then i was like all happy and shiz and we went ter freo and went into The Mussel Bar, where i met Brian's son, who's 31, looks mad rock-star type, he is in fact the lead singer of one of the new cool-as auzzie bands, and he's gone on tour tonight to sydney actually lol. O.O...so i took a photo with him, and his hair is almost exactly what i'm trying to go for, but it looked maddddddd hippy haha. but yeah hopefully i can get that without poly tellin' me to cut it all off. *frowns*
Brian's son bought be a bottle of the best hippy beer as well, Cooper's! hahaha he dosn't even know me and he bought me that. sooooooo sweeeeeeettttttttt!!!!!!! rar rar rar~
yeah then like we ate mussels, i ate lamb, then we left, took photos with sisters and shit, and i went walking around freo with Nat. yeah there were a few hot chicks but mostly early 20's(mmmmmmm, yeahhhhh) and all but i was really too happy with the nights celebrations and having a hilarious time doing stupid shit with my sister haha. we were walkin' around like crazy lil' kids not knowin' what we were doin' but eventually we got the car and went to pick Ruben(Nat's new boyfriend) up and started drivin' home.
wow, Ruben works for some jewish guy and he says that the boss kinda keeps tabs on everything and wants every single cent counted and that he also works with 2 older fags lol. and they sorta like check out his ass and hit on him sometimes. *shivers* like, ewwww?
yeah so that's my night cut short and i'm gonna go grab Ashke, Karina's dog, and go lie in bed with him, him lying sideways with his back against my chest and stomach.
man, i so love that feeling. having a girl sleeping with her arms around you, and waking up really close to you, maybe arms still around you, and then kissing you early in the morning smiling and saying hi.....sighs. if only~
like the past couple of nights I had Ashke lying like that yeah, and when I woke up in the morning, he's STILL THERE(very surprising) and my eyes flutter open really slowly and shit, and when they open up fully, I see his muzzle right in my fuckin' face, and then he gives me this huge long lick on my nose that totally makes me go "ewwwwwwwwwww........ASHKEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!" but then I laugh and play with him throwing him around the room(well not really) and stuff. haha.
I want my own dog that will sleep beside me all night when I get my own house sometime. :D Or my own choice of specially selected women.....hmmmm yeah whatever.
oh yes imma grab a bit more cheesecake, then ashke, and lie in bed smiling over the exciting day wheeeeeeeee.
oh and sis said she might get me some more pot before i go.......mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....!!
Mystery @ 11:17 PM
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Name:Siu Chung
Alias: monkay
Stats: 19/m/~180cm. Black hair. Dark brown eyes.
Birthdate: 110387
School: Singapore Polytechnic: DARE
Email/friendster: standafan@hotmail.com
Enjoys: Guitars, music, long bus rides, the ocean.
Idols: Synyster Gates
Info: About time I updated this shit. I like to have a good time, all the time. I have a dare to do attitude cause hey,
I'm still young and I wanna experience everything while I still can. I wouldnt consider myself a party animal, but whenever I do, I party hard
and I party right. I am pretty happy with my life atm. Good friends. Great buddies. If you aren't already in my life and wish to be
a part of it, well queue up and go through the screening process like everyone else. =(
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Name: Darius Huang
Alias: Stoosh
Stats:18/m/176cm...Brown/Black hair...Brown eyes
Birthdate: 22/05/87
School: Singapore Polytechnic DBA 2A/05
Email/friendster: darius_style@yahoo.com
Enjoys: dancin'/surfin'/rappin'/chillin'
Idols: Eminem/Seth Green/Kelly Slater/Craig David
Numba: 98007738
#1 Belief:Siu chung sleeps too much; he's a pig.
Info:I LOVE TRAVELLING AND THRILL-SEEKING. Travelling and exploring the world is so wonderful because there's just so much to see and do. As for thrill-seeking, I believe that if you don't put your life on the edge, and don't seek novelties that most people dare not do, then your life has gone to waste. Risk it, you only have one life.
yeah i take shit easy, i don't really get phased. like me or not, it don't
really matter, because in this world there will ALWAYS be people that love you, and people that hate you. that's how life is. sad, yeah, pfft.
all my beliefs are in my posts, so read 'em and chillout. word up Gs.
I have many beliefs about women and my life, it's taken me a long time to come up with this, so enjoy it.
1) I don't ever let women use their looks/sexual powers to take advantage of me. There are no special privileges with me. It's who you are. Most guys succumb to women like helpless babies. Fuck that.
2) I am un-selfconscious and don't give a fuck what others think.
3) I put myself and my life first, but anyone else that comes after that is treated exceptionally good.
4) I deserve, have permission, and can hold an exceptional women. Most men don't think they can, it's sad.
5) I don't care what the outcome is, if women don't want me, then it doesn't matter to me.
6) I can deal with any test that women like throwing at me. IN FACT, a lot of the time it's usually cute and funny.
7) I make CAUSE in the world, not effect. People don't have an impact on me, I have an impact on them.
8) I'm confident and comfortable in my own body. Most guys are self-conscious about themselves and are not comfortable with their own selves. I know what I'm doing.
9) I'm a really good communicator with people, most women, ESPECIALLY of what I want.
10) I'm always in control, I never let outside events de-stabalize me. (Mainly emotional.)
11) I'm NEVER NEEDY, I keep my power for myself. I don't 'need' anything.
12) I think sex is fucking great, I am ready to have sexual conversations with anyone, anytime. As long as they're legal. ;p
13) I'm comfortable around women, in fact, sometimes I feel I'm a bit too comfortable that it worries them.
14) I can control myself and I can wait. I can build anticipation. Even if I want something really badly, I can wait.
15) I don't tolerate disrespect of myself/my time/my property. If girls wanna waste my time, that's it, it's over, I don't wanna hear it.
16) I'm a catch. A pretty hard catch, but that's to ensure I get quality.
17) I'm not impressed by outward symbols of money or status. I value people and judge them based on their character; I am fair.
18) I may be totally into a woman and crazy over her, but I don't tell her early on and I sure as shit don't let it slip indirectly. I take my time.
19) I never lose my composure, ever.
20) I am seldom predictable.
