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Monday, February 14, 2005
The beginning of love is the end of happiness.
That's an old Chinese saying, mmmmmmm. It's not like I'm against love, or against relationships, or against guys liking girls and girls liking guys. I'm all for it. I just find slight humor is these male/female jokes, but really it dosen't affect me internally so don't worry. :P
However, I have a few beliefs, which to you may sound lame/queer, but as you've guessed before, I don't care what you think cuz it's me. Anyway,
For one, I feel that if you really love whoever it is, EVERYDAY would be a Valentine's Day for you and you don't need some superficial day made up for shops to earn more money because this is one of the times in the year that such shops have bad business.(Yes, it's true. They make v.day, father's/mother's day and other days TO INTENTIONALLY BRING BUSINESS INTO SHOPS.)
Then again, it's not that I'm against it, I still find it sweet, but I really have gone wayyyyyyyy past the stage of "omg i love you i love you here are 9999 flowers for you plz take a glance at me. ^.^" kinda crap. That's really for the high school people and stuff, ugh. I'm glad I never really was into it all that much, but then again, maybe I missed out, sucks.
I don't quite believe in v.day really, but I guess is somewhat sad, but then again maybe it's because I don't really have a girlfriend, and it's not something that she would like DEMAND and would get all upset about cuz I am 'insensitive' or whatever.
Jesus, I'm not the most sensitive guy in the world, I have just enough to care about girl's feelings and stuff,(though sometimes I may go overboard cuz I'm human) and I'm also not heartless at all, I do care about people, though I may seem somewhat mean.
Thing I don't like about v.day, is it brings out all those LOVESICK puppies that are like "OMG I LOVE YOU" but it's just a frickin' superficial saying(in most cases) and the couples look soooooooo queer/lame while they're all over each other like flies to shit, ugh.
I guess I'm just more into the relationship where we both acknowledge each other, both love each other, but don't act like love-sick puppies, kinda more like the relationships you see older, mature people having, WITH AN ELEMENT OF TEENAGE FUN, OF COURSE. Can't lose my childhood. :P
Anyway I just got home after being in town and shit having fun and all hee...Gonna go out later tonight again I guess, after I have dinner with family.
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Mystery @ 5:40 PM
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Name:Siu Chung
Alias: monkay
Stats: 19/m/~180cm. Black hair. Dark brown eyes.
Birthdate: 110387
School: Singapore Polytechnic: DARE
Email/friendster: standafan@hotmail.com
Enjoys: Guitars, music, long bus rides, the ocean.
Idols: Synyster Gates
Info: About time I updated this shit. I like to have a good time, all the time. I have a dare to do attitude cause hey,
I'm still young and I wanna experience everything while I still can. I wouldnt consider myself a party animal, but whenever I do, I party hard
and I party right. I am pretty happy with my life atm. Good friends. Great buddies. If you aren't already in my life and wish to be
a part of it, well queue up and go through the screening process like everyone else. =(
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Name: Darius Huang
Alias: Stoosh
Stats:18/m/176cm...Brown/Black hair...Brown eyes
Birthdate: 22/05/87
School: Singapore Polytechnic DBA 2A/05
Email/friendster: darius_style@yahoo.com
Enjoys: dancin'/surfin'/rappin'/chillin'
Idols: Eminem/Seth Green/Kelly Slater/Craig David
Numba: 98007738
#1 Belief:Siu chung sleeps too much; he's a pig.
Info:I LOVE TRAVELLING AND THRILL-SEEKING. Travelling and exploring the world is so wonderful because there's just so much to see and do. As for thrill-seeking, I believe that if you don't put your life on the edge, and don't seek novelties that most people dare not do, then your life has gone to waste. Risk it, you only have one life.
yeah i take shit easy, i don't really get phased. like me or not, it don't
really matter, because in this world there will ALWAYS be people that love you, and people that hate you. that's how life is. sad, yeah, pfft.
all my beliefs are in my posts, so read 'em and chillout. word up Gs.
I have many beliefs about women and my life, it's taken me a long time to come up with this, so enjoy it.
1) I don't ever let women use their looks/sexual powers to take advantage of me. There are no special privileges with me. It's who you are. Most guys succumb to women like helpless babies. Fuck that.
2) I am un-selfconscious and don't give a fuck what others think.
3) I put myself and my life first, but anyone else that comes after that is treated exceptionally good.
4) I deserve, have permission, and can hold an exceptional women. Most men don't think they can, it's sad.
5) I don't care what the outcome is, if women don't want me, then it doesn't matter to me.
6) I can deal with any test that women like throwing at me. IN FACT, a lot of the time it's usually cute and funny.
7) I make CAUSE in the world, not effect. People don't have an impact on me, I have an impact on them.
8) I'm confident and comfortable in my own body. Most guys are self-conscious about themselves and are not comfortable with their own selves. I know what I'm doing.
9) I'm a really good communicator with people, most women, ESPECIALLY of what I want.
10) I'm always in control, I never let outside events de-stabalize me. (Mainly emotional.)
11) I'm NEVER NEEDY, I keep my power for myself. I don't 'need' anything.
12) I think sex is fucking great, I am ready to have sexual conversations with anyone, anytime. As long as they're legal. ;p
13) I'm comfortable around women, in fact, sometimes I feel I'm a bit too comfortable that it worries them.
14) I can control myself and I can wait. I can build anticipation. Even if I want something really badly, I can wait.
15) I don't tolerate disrespect of myself/my time/my property. If girls wanna waste my time, that's it, it's over, I don't wanna hear it.
16) I'm a catch. A pretty hard catch, but that's to ensure I get quality.
17) I'm not impressed by outward symbols of money or status. I value people and judge them based on their character; I am fair.
18) I may be totally into a woman and crazy over her, but I don't tell her early on and I sure as shit don't let it slip indirectly. I take my time.
19) I never lose my composure, ever.
20) I am seldom predictable.
