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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Okay like the past couple o' days I've been at the beach surfing/boogie boarding so I've been really too tired to bother blogging. In fact, I'm so tired now I'm only gonna mention something.
I was at the shopping centre at booragoon following mom and nat around today at about 3pm after the beach and we were shopping and shit yeah.....
Crikey frickin' o' dang shit eh mate! i so swear. i mean, i can't even like find the words to describe, hmmmmmm....
basically the entire shopping centre was full of mother-fucking-hot-chicks. my mom was like, "darius i hope you're not bored." and i was like, "oh no no no, take as much time shopping as you like!" and i just sat outside the shop on the benches they have there conveniently for poor men like me. or not? ;D
Well it was about 3pm yes? so there were pretty much a fuckload of schoolkids around, and i probably even checked out a couple 13-14 year olds, thinking they were 15-16 year olds. PFFFFFFFFFT. but mom came to this diamond and gold stall to like uh, fix her anklet or some shit. and anyway i think it was a family owned kinda business cuz this man named graham came up ter help this woman, so i assume husband/wife. anyway, i looked behind the woman and there was this what looked like a 19 yo girl(could be 17 for all the fuck i know, auzzies girls are so hard to tell the age of) with blonde hair. Hot.
I kinda just looked at her, then she looked at me and gave me this slight smile and turned away quickly. I was wondering if she was just a shy girl, or a fucking teaser, lol. So I decided to play a bit naughty....with my mom right in front of me too hahaha. So I put my arm on the glass table thingy, put my chin on my palm and just kept staring at her, pretending to listen to the woman talking to my mom...She turned, looked at me again, and I gave her this weak smile, and rolled my eyeballs upwards as if intentionally letting her know I was looking at her, but then turning away...hahaha she giggled, covered her mouth, had the biggest grin on her mouth, and then turned away and, possibly, pretended to do some paper work.
haha i'm an evil guy, sigh i love aust so much.
if i had the choice i'd be here in a fucking heartbeat. but, well, it's kinda sad how i can't live here in this beautiful country just because i can't live with my mom & sis here. maybe i shoulda moved here and stayed on my own or something. maybe in a hostel, lol. oh well.
life is unpredictable, but then again, the same question bugs me now, as it has been for the past 8months or so.
Night and night again, just before my eyes close to sleep, the question will come back. Sigh.
Was my choice in leaving Australia; leaving my house, car, board, family... The right one?
Mystery @ 10:22 PM
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Name:Siu Chung
Alias: monkay
Stats: 19/m/~180cm. Black hair. Dark brown eyes.
Birthdate: 110387
School: Singapore Polytechnic: DARE
Email/friendster: standafan@hotmail.com
Enjoys: Guitars, music, long bus rides, the ocean.
Idols: Synyster Gates
Info: About time I updated this shit. I like to have a good time, all the time. I have a dare to do attitude cause hey,
I'm still young and I wanna experience everything while I still can. I wouldnt consider myself a party animal, but whenever I do, I party hard
and I party right. I am pretty happy with my life atm. Good friends. Great buddies. If you aren't already in my life and wish to be
a part of it, well queue up and go through the screening process like everyone else. =(
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Name: Darius Huang
Alias: Stoosh
Stats:18/m/176cm...Brown/Black hair...Brown eyes
Birthdate: 22/05/87
School: Singapore Polytechnic DBA 2A/05
Email/friendster: darius_style@yahoo.com
Enjoys: dancin'/surfin'/rappin'/chillin'
Idols: Eminem/Seth Green/Kelly Slater/Craig David
Numba: 98007738
#1 Belief:Siu chung sleeps too much; he's a pig.
Info:I LOVE TRAVELLING AND THRILL-SEEKING. Travelling and exploring the world is so wonderful because there's just so much to see and do. As for thrill-seeking, I believe that if you don't put your life on the edge, and don't seek novelties that most people dare not do, then your life has gone to waste. Risk it, you only have one life.
yeah i take shit easy, i don't really get phased. like me or not, it don't
really matter, because in this world there will ALWAYS be people that love you, and people that hate you. that's how life is. sad, yeah, pfft.
all my beliefs are in my posts, so read 'em and chillout. word up Gs.
I have many beliefs about women and my life, it's taken me a long time to come up with this, so enjoy it.
1) I don't ever let women use their looks/sexual powers to take advantage of me. There are no special privileges with me. It's who you are. Most guys succumb to women like helpless babies. Fuck that.
2) I am un-selfconscious and don't give a fuck what others think.
3) I put myself and my life first, but anyone else that comes after that is treated exceptionally good.
4) I deserve, have permission, and can hold an exceptional women. Most men don't think they can, it's sad.
5) I don't care what the outcome is, if women don't want me, then it doesn't matter to me.
6) I can deal with any test that women like throwing at me. IN FACT, a lot of the time it's usually cute and funny.
7) I make CAUSE in the world, not effect. People don't have an impact on me, I have an impact on them.
8) I'm confident and comfortable in my own body. Most guys are self-conscious about themselves and are not comfortable with their own selves. I know what I'm doing.
9) I'm a really good communicator with people, most women, ESPECIALLY of what I want.
10) I'm always in control, I never let outside events de-stabalize me. (Mainly emotional.)
11) I'm NEVER NEEDY, I keep my power for myself. I don't 'need' anything.
12) I think sex is fucking great, I am ready to have sexual conversations with anyone, anytime. As long as they're legal. ;p
13) I'm comfortable around women, in fact, sometimes I feel I'm a bit too comfortable that it worries them.
14) I can control myself and I can wait. I can build anticipation. Even if I want something really badly, I can wait.
15) I don't tolerate disrespect of myself/my time/my property. If girls wanna waste my time, that's it, it's over, I don't wanna hear it.
16) I'm a catch. A pretty hard catch, but that's to ensure I get quality.
17) I'm not impressed by outward symbols of money or status. I value people and judge them based on their character; I am fair.
18) I may be totally into a woman and crazy over her, but I don't tell her early on and I sure as shit don't let it slip indirectly. I take my time.
19) I never lose my composure, ever.
20) I am seldom predictable.
