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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
today i woke up like really early and all right, came online for a bit and i was like "ah fuck stats ima skip the class."
so i stayed at home another 2 hours or some shit and dad brought me to schoool.....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
okay i was in ITAB sitting next to izi, of course lesson was really boring but that's taken for granted. izi was like going through this website and there was this topic that said, "What's the cruelest thing you've done to your pet?"
Fucking sadistic topic I swear but I read on anyway.
One guy went,
"I threw my goldfish into boiling hot water to see if they could swim....they died instantly."
Another went,
"I threw my lizard from the 21st storey to the floor to see if it would live...."
and another,
"There were ants in my kitchen so I drew a circle of water around them so that they could not run. Then I took my lighter and burned them all slowly 1 by 1."
and this sad motherfucker said,
"There was this huge group of ants outside my house so I took this dead cockroach, poured kerosene on it, and put it in the middle of the ants. They started carrying the cockroach back to their nest while kerosene was spilling their entire trail....I lit the end of the trail....An entire line of sizzling ants blinded my eyes...I think they all died..."
bloody hell, what sadistic dogs.
then i said to izi,
"damn bro, the only time i'm ever cruel to my pet is when i scold eric."
he fully lost it, bursting out into a hysterical laughter. i don't see how it was so funny but he coulden't stop saying it over and over.
then after class we were all walking along the corridor and he told my, SUPPOSED 'joke' to joosan and she was like, "Huh? what's that mean? you mean eric is a pet meh?"
and i was just like, "intended for the intelligent, my dear."
i don't think she quite liked that remark but still i carried on to the canteen where i ate a nice chicken cutlet mmmmmmmmmm~!~!!!!!!!!!
izi skipped stats tutorial from 3-5, but i went for it! oooo yesh indeed.
our group was supposed to do 2 questions actually, and we didn't so....when the teacher asked me, "darius give me the transaparency for the work please.", I went, "eh sorry cher, izi took the trans home, he bad boy lah cher he didn't give us.", then she went, "that izi ah, horrible boy." and me/eric/ming zhuo were just like, "yah, horrible izi." poor kid is probably gonna get it next week. ;)
I made myself bleed in class again. I tore off my skin from my hand and wiped the blood all over my palms and the back of my hands, and shook my hands so about 12 drops of blood fell to the floor like someone had been shot.
Then I stood up, showed it to Eric, and he nearly fainted. He was like "oh my god what the hell!", then I walked to Andy, showed it to him, and I swear he nearly screeched. Then JooSan,PeiXi,Ming Zhuo and YongMing saw my hands, and they were like, "ahhhhh why are you bleeding?!?!"
I smiled to myself and walked casually from the door to the toilet. After washing my hands MZ and YM came in and were like, "darius you okay?" I was like, "hell yeah, what the fuck you doing here for?" and they were like, "we told teacher you were bleeding and she said to come find you. she thought you fainted." I was like, "oh my fucking god you retards haha, i torture myself all the time, it's fun. Have you never made yourself bleed excessively so much so that you feel like just licking up the blood and tasting how sweet and yummy it is?"
I doubted so.
When I got back to class teacher was like, "DARIUS ARE YOU OK ARE YOU OK DO YOU NEED A PLASTER OMG ARE YOU OKAY", I looked at her as if she was really stupid and said, "Yes I'm fine mom, thanks for your kind concern."
My right shoulder is killing me. I don't know why but it really is...Maybe it's my sitting posture? Sleeping posture? Argh I don't know but whatever it is, I think my shoulderblade is going to crack in half and I'm going to die a horrible and painful death!
Let's pray not, huh?
Or does praying even work/matter? :)
Sojourn of the existence of God, continues.
Mystery @ 11:41 PM
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Name:Siu Chung
Alias: monkay
Stats: 19/m/~180cm. Black hair. Dark brown eyes.
Birthdate: 110387
School: Singapore Polytechnic: DARE
Email/friendster: standafan@hotmail.com
Enjoys: Guitars, music, long bus rides, the ocean.
Idols: Synyster Gates
Info: About time I updated this shit. I like to have a good time, all the time. I have a dare to do attitude cause hey,
I'm still young and I wanna experience everything while I still can. I wouldnt consider myself a party animal, but whenever I do, I party hard
and I party right. I am pretty happy with my life atm. Good friends. Great buddies. If you aren't already in my life and wish to be
a part of it, well queue up and go through the screening process like everyone else. =(
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Name: Darius Huang
Alias: Stoosh
Stats:18/m/176cm...Brown/Black hair...Brown eyes
Birthdate: 22/05/87
School: Singapore Polytechnic DBA 2A/05
Email/friendster: darius_style@yahoo.com
Enjoys: dancin'/surfin'/rappin'/chillin'
Idols: Eminem/Seth Green/Kelly Slater/Craig David
Numba: 98007738
#1 Belief:Siu chung sleeps too much; he's a pig.
Info:I LOVE TRAVELLING AND THRILL-SEEKING. Travelling and exploring the world is so wonderful because there's just so much to see and do. As for thrill-seeking, I believe that if you don't put your life on the edge, and don't seek novelties that most people dare not do, then your life has gone to waste. Risk it, you only have one life.
yeah i take shit easy, i don't really get phased. like me or not, it don't
really matter, because in this world there will ALWAYS be people that love you, and people that hate you. that's how life is. sad, yeah, pfft.
all my beliefs are in my posts, so read 'em and chillout. word up Gs.
I have many beliefs about women and my life, it's taken me a long time to come up with this, so enjoy it.
1) I don't ever let women use their looks/sexual powers to take advantage of me. There are no special privileges with me. It's who you are. Most guys succumb to women like helpless babies. Fuck that.
2) I am un-selfconscious and don't give a fuck what others think.
3) I put myself and my life first, but anyone else that comes after that is treated exceptionally good.
4) I deserve, have permission, and can hold an exceptional women. Most men don't think they can, it's sad.
5) I don't care what the outcome is, if women don't want me, then it doesn't matter to me.
6) I can deal with any test that women like throwing at me. IN FACT, a lot of the time it's usually cute and funny.
7) I make CAUSE in the world, not effect. People don't have an impact on me, I have an impact on them.
8) I'm confident and comfortable in my own body. Most guys are self-conscious about themselves and are not comfortable with their own selves. I know what I'm doing.
9) I'm a really good communicator with people, most women, ESPECIALLY of what I want.
10) I'm always in control, I never let outside events de-stabalize me. (Mainly emotional.)
11) I'm NEVER NEEDY, I keep my power for myself. I don't 'need' anything.
12) I think sex is fucking great, I am ready to have sexual conversations with anyone, anytime. As long as they're legal. ;p
13) I'm comfortable around women, in fact, sometimes I feel I'm a bit too comfortable that it worries them.
14) I can control myself and I can wait. I can build anticipation. Even if I want something really badly, I can wait.
15) I don't tolerate disrespect of myself/my time/my property. If girls wanna waste my time, that's it, it's over, I don't wanna hear it.
16) I'm a catch. A pretty hard catch, but that's to ensure I get quality.
17) I'm not impressed by outward symbols of money or status. I value people and judge them based on their character; I am fair.
18) I may be totally into a woman and crazy over her, but I don't tell her early on and I sure as shit don't let it slip indirectly. I take my time.
19) I never lose my composure, ever.
20) I am seldom predictable.
